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The Great Little Hunter
Pinspired Philippines, 2022

The Boy The Girl
The Rat The Rabbit
and the Last Magic Days
Chapbook, 2018

Republic of Carnage:
Three Horror Stories
For the Way We Live Now
Chapbook, 2018

Bamboo Girls:
Stories and Poems
From a Forgotten Life
Ateneo de Naga University Press, 2018

Don't Tell Anyone:
Literary Smut
With Shakira Andrea Sison
Pride Press / Anvil Publishing, 2017

Cupful of Anger,
Bottle Full of Smoke:
The Stories of
Jose V. Montebon Jr.
Silliman Writers Series, 2017

First Sight of Snow
and Other Stories
Encounters Chapbook Series
Et Al Books, 2014

Celebration: An Anthology to Commemorate the 50th Anniversary of the Silliman University National Writers Workshop
Sands and Coral, 2011-2013
Silliman University, 2013

Handulantaw: Celebrating 50 Years of Culture and the Arts in Silliman
Tao Foundation and Silliman University Cultural Affairs Committee, 2013

Inday Goes About Her Day
Locsin Books, 2012

Beautiful Accidents: Stories
University of the Philippines Press, 2011

Heartbreak & Magic: Stories of Fantasy and Horror
Anvil, 2011

Old Movies and Other Stories
National Commission for Culture
and the Arts, 2006

FutureShock Prose: An Anthology of Young Writers and New Literatures
Sands and Coral, 2003
Nominated for Best Anthology
2004 National Book Awards
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IAN ROSALES CASOCOT
Sunday, February 22, 2004
It is the beginning of the last full week of February. And the humidity is spiteful, it murders. It hurts, the way we feel the festering colds and other heat-related illnesses growing beneath our noses and palates. The sun, everywhere—on my skin, in the molecules of the very air I breathe—is a demon in my head throbbing to be sated with more showers. I have taken about six cold showers today, getting out of the bathroom barely wiping myself dry with the towel, but going ahead and strutting naked around the room, rejoicing in the brief pleasure of cold water on my skin—and yet my body still remains one giant reservoir of thirst. The electric fan does not help, even when it is turned on full-blast it shakes the paintings on the walls. The walls, too, have soaked in the temperature. They are menacing, the concrete trapping the heat in, and I feel broiled. Sometimes it is easier to be outside, like tonight, where the slight, rare breeze occasionally cools.
But nothing.I wish my world is a Condura.
In recent memory, I don't remember a February that pleased the senses. March is gentler, where the summer is more dry. February is a distorted, fickle, and sad month, something I can do without. It just might as well that it has the shortest of days. This year, though, we get one day extra.
It is God’s way of playing a joke on us mortals.
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