Cleaners

I’m having professional cleaners come over to clean the apartment. This is the first time I’m letting other people do this thing I always do on my own — partly because I don’t trust other people touching my things, partly because I’ve always treated cleaning as a kind of therapy. But there comes a time in one’s life where you just have to let go of previous preoccupations. Your busy schedule is telling you to let go. Your lower back is telling you to let go. Your ADHD is telling you to let go.